june 9 2025
late happy pride month! this blog will be a ramble about my experience with gender as a lesbian~
for starters, i identify as genderfluid and genderqueer. put simply, i am genderfucked! as it states in my about profile, lol..... i've always had a pretty complicated relationship with womanhood. i always felt like feminity was forced on me when i was a kid by my family bc of how gender roles are viewed in albania, so i hated it for a really long time. but i later found i didn't mind expressing femininely if it was in a way i liked, much to the dismay of my parents... isn't it so funny that i'm wearing skirts now but they're still mad ? lol
i do feel like genderfluid is the perfect label for me in many ways. i don't think my gender is ever static, or remains as one thing-- my interpretation of my gender identity is constantly changing, and my presentation reflects that. it changes and warps and depends on the position of the stars!! (not literally but you get what i mean...)
me being a lesbian can't really be seperated from my gender, either. my journey with gender has directly stemmed from a rejection of heteronormative expectations and gender roles placed onto us. i want to go against that! i want to go; fuck you, i'm whoever i want to be! i don't need your approval!
also, my partner came out as a lesbian to me recently! i'm very proud of them (and also love them so much like WOWWWWWWW)
guess that's it for today! i'll be going on a trip starting from june 13th for a few weeks, so there won't be any updates, but i look forward to coming back with a blog detailing how it's been! (also, ARTFIGHT SOON! anyone else hyped???)
