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september 8, 2026

because fredrik backman killed my grandma okay

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september 4, 2026

first week of college over with! yaaaaaaay!!! i like all my classes and all my professors although im a little concerned about the workload (4/5 of my classes are english. gulp!) but #weup. my american literature professor has played hollow knight and when he told the class that i actually gasped audibly. we're also reading moby-dick in that class which is worrying me (i've been meaning to read it but.... it scawes me...)

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august 29, 2026writing this at 3 in the morning because i cannot fall asleep for the life of me. gulp! i think the college nerves are getting to me....heehee

i signed up for an evening class (5:00 - 7:30 pm) that i might drop even though it seems really interesting weh. its about horror stories!! i don't want to entirely leave that behind but i dont think i can handle a class that late honestly...

im worried about so many college related things right now tbh. im feeling insane imposter syndrome about my... english major?? whjat if im not good enough and these classes kick me in the ass because im a stupid introvert who hates talking about things!! ugh im never gonna make it out in the real world!! (what my brain is convincing me of)

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august 27, 2026 erm hey guys.... been a while hasn't it....!

i have been SO distracted by SO many things these past few months but my baby (this website) has been on my mind so often I ASSURE YOU. i'll get to putting things of substance on here again soon enough

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march 22, 2026 i go back to school tomorrow... how did that break fly by so fast???

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march 18, 2026 VVV so that didn't happen... I'M SORRY i got so busy with school pls forgive me... but the busy-ness is for good reason!!! i'll be writing for my newspaper + submitting to a short story contest

ALSO KAZUI GAY CANON RAAAAAAAAH HELLO MILGRAM FANS

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february 22nd, 2026 the wuthering heights movie was such a nothingburger and a disgrace to emily bronte's name. rant blog coming soon (but it'll be half a review of the original novel which i read before watching.)

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february 18th, 2026 i start my observations for my teaching class next week. i am so nervous i MAY start throwing up. what if this teacher HATES ME what if people RECOGNIZE ME what if i DONT HAVE MY CRIMINAL RECORD CLEARED!!!!!!!

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february 8th, 2026 THE WEATHER IS TERRIBLE HEREEEEEEEEEEEE ITS SO DAMN COLD oh my god. it literally said it felt like -16 f last night. i am in hell. we also dont have a space heater #kmssss i love new england but good god....i am notgood at dealing with the cold. dont even get me started on the fucking snow

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february 6th, 2026 nice to finally have this up!! i forgot how fun writing these things were... and i'm currently doing it an hour before i have to go to work. fun. i'm lucky my workplace is super close to where i live...

finished up my shift and MAN i need to start picking up more afternoon shifts. i keep asking for them but i just never get scheduled. it was so chill today...

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